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i spent probably 3 hours standing at a corner holding bread, and asking 'sorry mdm, bread for u?' like x-times until someone said 'i think u should go easy on bread'

zz. and at the later part, i decided to find something to do to kill my time. i cleared a bit of dishes and topped up the trays when they're all used up.

that's how i spent 7pm to 11pm last night at the restaurant.

BORING.

u noe, the ppl can be so different. some angmor, some crack jokes tt i can only go 'is tt a joke? oh! HA.', some really quite funny, some so unfriendly when shoo u away when u ask if they need more bread, some act like typical us; dressing so casually to a fine dining restaurant and eat with their mouths facing up down left right. blah blah.

but i'm very impressed with the dishes. very creative, and they're full of surprises. =)

the chef is......... DAMN.... shuai. HAHA! i hope he didnt catch me bio-ing him all the time. lol.

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when is the freaking timetable gonna be out? i'm like checking it every day, and seeing the same old macroecons on the top.

i wan, but dun wan, sch to start.
i wanna be occupied and start doing tutorials and attending lectures again. i wanna see my friends.
i dun wanna adapt to changes again.

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oh. huiqi should be back today. she's like msning and smsing me every other day. LOL. she's crazy. last night at 10+, she smsed me 'come online! i'm bored!'
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i was surfing friendster, den i saw this photo from eng yong's friendster.

DAMNED! one more A for my Olevel i'll be there in my beautiful sa uniform k?? oh, anyway, tt's my class with ppl getting 5 As and above.

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i thought i was leading a very happy life and i'm loving life, until i met shawn on monday last week. i realised i lead a zero achievement life. i've been trying to please my parents with my results, coz i flunked them in jc. so in order to gain trust and freedom, i gave my dad the results he wanted.

so much of that, i havent really done things i really want to since the end of my secondary school life.

joining netball was quite fulfilling. i had to endure the toughest training a person can imagine, endure all the scoldings and learning how to be independent and disciplined. it enriched both my physical and mental aspects.

but after tt, what was i doing?

struggling in jc to get triple F, passing only my GP and Chinese. joining cricket bcoz i wanted to take up sports and the others were to tough for me to cope with my studies and cca well. the relaxing cricket training didnt help me cope my work anyway.

and now, in my poly life, i join no cca, no nothing.

i wanted to learn so many things. fine dining. singing. probably yoga or kickboxing. sports, many sports, squash, tennis, and blah blah.

i am, going to enrich my life with _______ soon.

but at least for now, i am happy every day. really.